Assalamualaikum.
Compare diri aku dulu dengan sekarang, aku can't deny that aku gained alot of weight. From the cheecks to the tummy to the bum. Ohhhhh yes!
Aku actually do prefer the weight i'm carrying now TETAPI masalah nyerrr, those fats goes to the wrong place! If you know what i mean. Kalau they go to the correct place, confirm plus chop badan aku macam Miranda Kerr. Or infact, org ingat Miranda Kerr yang ikut badan aku. Tapi tu semua "KALAU". Fact is, aku boncit.
Ni belum ada anak, kawan aku dah kacau aku "tu dah brapa bulan?" Kong ajiak Sue. Ada pulak cakap "Eh perut kau stoppit eh Anz" *stares at Rin*
Aku tak whining jer eh. I do something to make myself look better seperti jogging BUT aku dah tak pergi sejak bulan puasa that time. Kata nak start balik, tak start start. Bahahaha!!
FYI, gi jogging bukan for keeping myself in shape jer tetapi for also keeping myself fit. Tak semestinya orang kurus taklei exercise per. Apa? Aku masih kurus what?!
*look at self* Aku masih dalam golongan orang kurus k. Cuma dulu aku kudut. You see the difference? Hahahaa denial eh! Aku dulu kudut sampai ex aku & his friends panggil aku Papan. Klaka per?! *tumbok*
Ok ok orang nak panggil aku gemok, aku boleh accept TETAPI kalau orang cakap "Eh kau dah macam kakak kau", tu part gua taklei accept man!! Hahahaha!! Yes memang kita adik beradik, muka sama i can't deny, tapi please eh, dia 3 kali ganda aku. Rilekkkkk sudah! Or maybe 4? Hahahaha!!
"Eh bulat nyer kau sekarang? Iyer lah dah kawin kan, dah bahagia" Oh clichè! Stoppit eh! Abeh dulu aku tak bahagia ah? *jeling tajam* Hahahahaha!!
To conclude, pipi aku plus perut plus punggong all naik sebab, iyer lah sekarang kan aku selalu bake, kemungkinan besar tu baking power stuck kat tempat-tempat tu sebab tu makin naik. Ni cerita benar, bukan rekaan semata-mata. Tak payah pakai botox nyah!
Wassalam.
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Wednesday, October 3, 2012
Wednesday, September 26, 2012
The fickle woman!
Assalamualaikum.
This is a very open heart blog post i must say. And pretty confusing. Wana know why? BECAUSE I AM A FREAKING FICKLE WOMAN. Hahahaa ok read on and you'll know what I'm trying to say.
This photo attached here in this post is THE reason why i'm NOT ready to be a mom. Please don't judge. Hahaha! And of course there are other reasons besides this naivë thinking. Other reasons which i shall not point out.
Ya ya whenever i see those married women who are pregnant makes me wana get pregnant too. Especially when they are my friends. I can't deny. BUT the next second, i'll say "Eh taknak ah! Bukan senang jadi mak."
Then last month, my menses was one week late. I pray to God that i'll be pregnant BUT the next second, i hope it is just a false alarm & hope my menses will come soon.
When i checked with pregnancy test, it was negative. The 1st impression was "Alah tak pregnant lagik" and then the next second "Woohoo tak pregnant!" Seriously aku tak tau apa aku nak. Confusing kan?!
I wonder if i am the only woman who is like this or ada lagi other women that are as fickle as me? Kejap nak kejap taknak. Macam nak beli bag pulak. Ke beli kasut ke. Ke beli aper aper lah!
I know of these 2 women who actually doesn't wana get pregnant first but they got pregnant and then miscarriaged. THAT is what i'm afraid off. Guess that is the reason why God won't make me pregnant now?
Some people said that if you get pregnant, you will automatically be ready and blabla and yadayada. Well perhaps when the time comes. The time which comes laterrrrrrrr and not so soon. Heh!
Please don't tell my mom about this. She'll start to lecture me again and she'll buy me this & that for me to consume so i'll get pregnant. Gosh mom!
For a meantime, i shall improve myself to be a better ummah which i hope when i get pregnant (not soon enough), i'll be a perfect mom. Bi'iznillah.
Wassalam.
This is a very open heart blog post i must say. And pretty confusing. Wana know why? BECAUSE I AM A FREAKING FICKLE WOMAN. Hahahaa ok read on and you'll know what I'm trying to say.
This photo attached here in this post is THE reason why i'm NOT ready to be a mom. Please don't judge. Hahaha! And of course there are other reasons besides this naivë thinking. Other reasons which i shall not point out.
Ya ya whenever i see those married women who are pregnant makes me wana get pregnant too. Especially when they are my friends. I can't deny. BUT the next second, i'll say "Eh taknak ah! Bukan senang jadi mak."
Then last month, my menses was one week late. I pray to God that i'll be pregnant BUT the next second, i hope it is just a false alarm & hope my menses will come soon.
When i checked with pregnancy test, it was negative. The 1st impression was "Alah tak pregnant lagik" and then the next second "Woohoo tak pregnant!" Seriously aku tak tau apa aku nak. Confusing kan?!
I wonder if i am the only woman who is like this or ada lagi other women that are as fickle as me? Kejap nak kejap taknak. Macam nak beli bag pulak. Ke beli kasut ke. Ke beli aper aper lah!
I know of these 2 women who actually doesn't wana get pregnant first but they got pregnant and then miscarriaged. THAT is what i'm afraid off. Guess that is the reason why God won't make me pregnant now?
Some people said that if you get pregnant, you will automatically be ready and blabla and yadayada. Well perhaps when the time comes. The time which comes laterrrrrrrr and not so soon. Heh!
Please don't tell my mom about this. She'll start to lecture me again and she'll buy me this & that for me to consume so i'll get pregnant. Gosh mom!
For a meantime, i shall improve myself to be a better ummah which i hope when i get pregnant (not soon enough), i'll be a perfect mom. Bi'iznillah.
Wassalam.
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Workivasary
Assalamualaikum.
Haiz kalau ikut perangai aku dulu, ni blog hari-hari ada post. Baca balik those old blogs of mine, reminds me of alot of things sey. Mana yang outburst pasal boyfriend, mana yang aku write movie reviews, mana yang aku merayap sampai ke Bangkok. So free lah?!
Anywayssss kalau that time aku ada tudungvasary, sekarang aku ada workivasary too. Hah! Aku actually nak bilang korang yang after 3 years working in Bescon Consulting Engineers Pte (since 1st September 2009), Alhamdullillah i have been promoted from M&E Drafter to M&E Design Drafter. Yeayyy!! That additional 1 word means alot I guess. Hahahahahha!!
I remember vividly macam mana boss aku marah aku sampai aku nak nangis. He even said "If you're not interested, you can find other job. Don't waste my time here". Waste his time tau, not my time. So selfish! Hahahah!!
Seriously, 1st year in Bescon was really tough. Macam kat boot camp bro! Boss aku asik carik pasal dengan aku. Boss aku tu bukan boss betul ah. Dia boss tak betol. LOL! No lah i mean dia Chief Drafter. Not a QP (if you know what i mean, for engineering line) pon cuma dia incharge of us drafters ah. Tapi dia apa kesah, Associate Directors yang pangkat tinggi dari dia pun dia boleh makan. Cuma our bosses (total now ada 7!) jer kalau dia bual, pijak semut pun tak mati!!
But without a doubt, actually orang dia okay ah. Aku tak cakap dia baik, dia okay jer. Out of 10, aku rate dia 2. Hahahahaha!! What?? I wanted to give 1.5 ok. I'm talking about his character. Kalau cakap pasal engineering line ni, he knows everything.
Enough of him. So the main point here is, aku survived 3 years here. Ikut kan hati, aku nak blah. Tapi ikut kan imaan, InShaAllah aku sabar & bersyukur. Yang penting, aku tak jual anggur. Sesungguhnya aku tahu Allah uji aku within my strength.
Wassalam.
P/S If it is not for him, aku tak print out doa mula kerja & end kerja & paste kat tepi aku agaknyer. LOL!
Haiz kalau ikut perangai aku dulu, ni blog hari-hari ada post. Baca balik those old blogs of mine, reminds me of alot of things sey. Mana yang outburst pasal boyfriend, mana yang aku write movie reviews, mana yang aku merayap sampai ke Bangkok. So free lah?!
Anywayssss kalau that time aku ada tudungvasary, sekarang aku ada workivasary too. Hah! Aku actually nak bilang korang yang after 3 years working in Bescon Consulting Engineers Pte (since 1st September 2009), Alhamdullillah i have been promoted from M&E Drafter to M&E Design Drafter. Yeayyy!! That additional 1 word means alot I guess. Hahahahahha!!
I remember vividly macam mana boss aku marah aku sampai aku nak nangis. He even said "If you're not interested, you can find other job. Don't waste my time here". Waste his time tau, not my time. So selfish! Hahahah!!
Seriously, 1st year in Bescon was really tough. Macam kat boot camp bro! Boss aku asik carik pasal dengan aku. Boss aku tu bukan boss betul ah. Dia boss tak betol. LOL! No lah i mean dia Chief Drafter. Not a QP (if you know what i mean, for engineering line) pon cuma dia incharge of us drafters ah. Tapi dia apa kesah, Associate Directors yang pangkat tinggi dari dia pun dia boleh makan. Cuma our bosses (total now ada 7!) jer kalau dia bual, pijak semut pun tak mati!!
But without a doubt, actually orang dia okay ah. Aku tak cakap dia baik, dia okay jer. Out of 10, aku rate dia 2. Hahahahaha!! What?? I wanted to give 1.5 ok. I'm talking about his character. Kalau cakap pasal engineering line ni, he knows everything.
Enough of him. So the main point here is, aku survived 3 years here. Ikut kan hati, aku nak blah. Tapi ikut kan imaan, InShaAllah aku sabar & bersyukur. Yang penting, aku tak jual anggur. Sesungguhnya aku tahu Allah uji aku within my strength.
Wassalam.
P/S If it is not for him, aku tak print out doa mula kerja & end kerja & paste kat tepi aku agaknyer. LOL!
Tuesday, July 24, 2012
Tudungvasary!!!
Assalamualaikum.
That day bila tengah sebok nak bukak blog baru, aku teringat, "Eh lek, sekarang dah July. July July July oh aku start pakai tudung full time July last year ah dok" And indeed. I checked my FB & my Note stated 20th July 2011.
Therefore HAPPY TUDUNGVASARY ANNISA!! Wahahahahha!! I told my mom & she was like "Oh tak celebrate?" Layan!
Iyer ler full time maksud aku pakai 24/7 with any company. Dulu dengan family jer aku pakai. "Part time" minah tudung gitu. Sekarang Alhamdullillah sebab dah blaja ugama lagi mendalam kan, dah tahu lah. Konon dah understand the concept of tudung. Kalau tak paham jugak lepas pergi different classes, mentak kene jotos jer aku!
Once dah pakai full time, gambar-gambar aku tak bertudung, semua aku seal/delete. Susah sey tapi i managed too. Alhamdullillah. Iyer lah mengcover aurat bukan for live jer. Dalam gambar pun main peranan! Yang dah leak to Google, Wallahualam. Yang kat members nyer albums pun Wallahualam. InShaAllah Allah ampun kan dosa aku zaman jahilliyah.
Oh and nasib aku baik that tempat kerja aku kasi aku pakai tudung. Kalau tak bagi, aku quit kerja! Betul tak bedek. Iyer aku cakap senang tapi kalau aku buat kerana Allah, mesti bergunung pahala aku kan Jonet kan kan kan. Dosa aku dah lah banyak daripada pahala, kalau ada chan nak collect pahala, siapa taknak oiii...
Sekarang kan macam-macam pesen tudung ada. Pesen tudung Hana Tajima lah, tudung Yuna lah, tudung saji lah. Walaubagaimana pun yer keng kawan, niat kita bertudung kerana Allah. And kalau kerana Allah, mesti lah sempurna. Correct? #selfreminder #notjudging
Ah cakap pasal Yuna, ada 1 hari ni aku nak beli tudung abeh pakcik tu tanya, "Nak, taknak beli tudung Yuna?". Aku pun jawab "Kalau saya pakai tudung Yuna, saya boleh jadi popular macam dia tak pakcik?". Abeh pakcik pulak layan aku "Anak nanti jadi lagi popular dari dia lah!" Amboi pakcik, boleh tahan you!
Ok jadi wahai muslimats sekalian, bertudung tu senang tapi nak menutup aurat tu susah sikit. You know the difference? You know what i meng? Takpe pelan-pelan InShaAllah kita semua akan buat yang terrrrbaik untuk Allah.
Wassalam.
P/S Aku rasa aku blog bahasa Melayu (dan sikit omputeh) lagi best ah sebab takya fikir pasal grammar errors or whatnot bahahaha!!
That day bila tengah sebok nak bukak blog baru, aku teringat, "Eh lek, sekarang dah July. July July July oh aku start pakai tudung full time July last year ah dok" And indeed. I checked my FB & my Note stated 20th July 2011.
Therefore HAPPY TUDUNGVASARY ANNISA!! Wahahahahha!! I told my mom & she was like "Oh tak celebrate?" Layan!
Iyer ler full time maksud aku pakai 24/7 with any company. Dulu dengan family jer aku pakai. "Part time" minah tudung gitu. Sekarang Alhamdullillah sebab dah blaja ugama lagi mendalam kan, dah tahu lah. Konon dah understand the concept of tudung. Kalau tak paham jugak lepas pergi different classes, mentak kene jotos jer aku!
Once dah pakai full time, gambar-gambar aku tak bertudung, semua aku seal/delete. Susah sey tapi i managed too. Alhamdullillah. Iyer lah mengcover aurat bukan for live jer. Dalam gambar pun main peranan! Yang dah leak to Google, Wallahualam. Yang kat members nyer albums pun Wallahualam. InShaAllah Allah ampun kan dosa aku zaman jahilliyah.
Oh and nasib aku baik that tempat kerja aku kasi aku pakai tudung. Kalau tak bagi, aku quit kerja! Betul tak bedek. Iyer aku cakap senang tapi kalau aku buat kerana Allah, mesti bergunung pahala aku kan Jonet kan kan kan. Dosa aku dah lah banyak daripada pahala, kalau ada chan nak collect pahala, siapa taknak oiii...
Sekarang kan macam-macam pesen tudung ada. Pesen tudung Hana Tajima lah, tudung Yuna lah, tudung saji lah. Walaubagaimana pun yer keng kawan, niat kita bertudung kerana Allah. And kalau kerana Allah, mesti lah sempurna. Correct? #selfreminder #notjudging
Ah cakap pasal Yuna, ada 1 hari ni aku nak beli tudung abeh pakcik tu tanya, "Nak, taknak beli tudung Yuna?". Aku pun jawab "Kalau saya pakai tudung Yuna, saya boleh jadi popular macam dia tak pakcik?". Abeh pakcik pulak layan aku "Anak nanti jadi lagi popular dari dia lah!" Amboi pakcik, boleh tahan you!
Ok jadi wahai muslimats sekalian, bertudung tu senang tapi nak menutup aurat tu susah sikit. You know the difference? You know what i meng? Takpe pelan-pelan InShaAllah kita semua akan buat yang terrrrbaik untuk Allah.
Wassalam.
P/S Aku rasa aku blog bahasa Melayu (dan sikit omputeh) lagi best ah sebab takya fikir pasal grammar errors or whatnot bahahaha!!
Sunday, July 22, 2012
3578 years later!
Assalamualaikum.
HOMG it has been so long since I last blog, man. I miss blogging like a fat kid miss her cupcakes. Speaking of which, I have been obsessed with baking. Give me a pan & a stove, I will not know what to do but give me a mixer & an oven, I’ll bake you something. Hahaha catchy eh but seriously I’m more to baking then cooking. I tried a couple of times cooking but they don’t look pretty like my sweet delights. They don’t make me explore my creativity. What? I’m a lefty, I need to take make full use of the mindset of “left handed people are creative”. LOL seriously macam paham.
I used to blog about everything in the world. And of course I got scared cause my blog entry (which is very offensive to someone) was circulated around the social network. I straight away brought it down & toned down my blogging. As time passed by, my blogging habit has stopped. Well not exactly stopped, I actually went on hiatus. I started with Multiply in 2004 (I think) and slowly moved to Blogger (because my cousin, Faddy, said blogger is better) and ended up in Tumblr which is around last year? I can’t remember.
So what makes me come back blogging? Because once a blogger, always a blogger. WAHAHA! Please don’t give me that face! I don’t actually have a valid reason on “why I start blogging”. I just feel like this cyber space has somehow stolen part of my heart. *looks left & right* Did I just say it out loud? Super corny.
And now that I’ve started blogging, I thought I will blog more on my bakings. My pretty little babies need extra love you see. They not only taste sweet but they are just the best thing to smile at when they turn out good. Well even if they don’t turn out great, they made me want to do more & make them again until I am near perfect. (I can’t say myself perfect, can I?)
Other then bakings, I shall blog about beautiful things in this world like Islam (of course Islam is the most beautiful thing on earth) or anything super random or I don’t know, future generations? InShaAllah. For now, I shall stop here & I’ll see if this blogging can last forever or just a month or two like my Tumblr. Gah!
Wasalam.
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